Saturday, November 29, 2008 Promise To Blog Today.Wake up at 5+ again after that when out slack with friends after that cab home with friends cause they wanna come my house so they come my house use computer and they went home. now my house is so dark and quite cause some of them were sleeping and some of them went out with my aunt keke im so bored now la dunnoe wat to do... hmm nothing to write already i know my post very short but i wanna make it long tooo but just dunno wat things to write... liingSHENGG @ 12:01 AM Friday, November 28, 2008 There's no sign of you todayliingSHENGG @ 12:32 AM Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Just wake up and blogif not have no time or lazy to blog ytd when ecp slack after that when find friend play basketball when home and whole body feel weak is like got cool sweat then heart cramp like tat whole body no energy so faster when to my bed and rest after tat feeling better then got fever-.- lols midnight when out again and come back ite morning. YouAreTheOneTheOnlyOneIHateInThisWorld liingSHENGG @ 4:55 PM Sunday, November 23, 2008 back to bloggingnow everytime i morning sleep at afternoon/night wake up hahas cause everytime midnight when out slack holiday was ok to me but quite bored feel like going back to sch but lazy to study i miss my friends/teacher=) and mr ho will be our dm next year hais gonna be died almost everyone hate him as our whole class he love to aim me everything i do-.- actually i also dunnoe wat am i gonna blog hmm i think end it here liingSHENGG @ 4:22 AM Tuesday, November 18, 2008 WHAT YOU WANNA TELL ME?haha got a new dog wanted to post it but dunnoe why just cant resize if got think i post it hais so moody today my grandmother went hospital=( although i hate her nagging but after tat heard she went hospital i gone moody my heart went soft=( hope nth gonna happen to her IdkWatYouWannaTellOrGiveMe. liingSHENGG @ 1:16 AM Thursday, November 13, 2008 Mother came back yesturdayand she brought smth for me and ... but she already forget tat we alredy ... well is all the past my mother will be leaving at afternoon she ask me if i wanna follow her anot if i follow her i will be away for a month haiya i also dunnoe im so bored right now. liingSHENGG @ 2:49 PM Wednesday, November 12, 2008 hais Nls ar Nls what happen to you this feel days?you seem to be wired hmmm why do i keep ___ about ___ am i sot of ___ because _____________ i think so ba having a bad headache and i was like lying on my bed the whole day and after i blog im going to my bed tooo cause my head v.pain hmm so are you intend not to talk to me forever well i really dunnoe wat to say i rmb you once told me you hurt me alot its truth but i wat think is not your fault cause is just like tat and i know you do not mean to hurt me? but ................. nth to say already liingSHENGG @ 6:52 PM Tuesday, November 11, 2008 i wont believe you easily anymorecause you have lie me too much im not gonna be stupit to believe wat you gonna say anymore liingSHENGG @ 6:36 PM yeah after watching episode 7 and i went to seach for full episode of hot shot and yet i found it but the dl quite slow if you want to watch go to http://www.epdrama.com/hot-shot-1 i today face the computer the whole day i really want to watch the whole episode but i think i cant i think i need a rest cause i feel like vomiting now tml i will contiune and watch all the episode liingSHENGG @ 5:17 AM Well... Back to blogging. Today is not a simple day and is the worst day spend whole day at home to watch a movie this movie is someone who intro to me in the past but tat time i nv had the time to watch tat person did tell me to watch cause is nice and still got tat person fav person in it well you did ask me to watch and i nv watch but today i tot i can spend my time without sleeping to watch the whole movie but the uploaded dint upload all the episode and i watch till episode 7 well i will watch it all cause it really nice thanks for intro it to me and the movie name is hotshot and you should know who im refering to right i dint forget it tat you intro to me cause everything you do,everything you say is all in my mind i promise i wont disturb you again i promise i wont ask you question which you hate to ans anymore i promise i wont find you or what cause you now dont need me and im nothing to you. now matter what i just wont disturb you anymore and i thing now i dint own you anything and you dint own me anything well i rmb you once tell me before i really change and now i can say i really change. liingSHENGG @ 4:17 AM Im fighting a battle,A battle not to be won. From today onwards i wont write all my problem into the blog anymore ya i know this few week/months all my post is almost all sad post well is just like tat im wat im telling you all know is im not gonna write my problem into my blog anymore cause i just feel tat keeping my problem inside and letting me to know is the best ways from today onwards all my problem will be inside and wat im gonna do is find my own ways to solve all this problem to myself i wont let you all know what im thinking right now well you can guess it but i wont tell you i wont let you all know how i love now cause i want to let Me/Myself to know well the person should know it too but since she love him so much and he love her so much i cant do anything cause i have enough of it seriously well you want me to give up on you i purposly dont want to let you know if i given up on you from today wat i do i will do it purposly and i will let you know the real evil me you may think im now stupit but you will know it one day and you will know wat im trying to do now im NLS can swear to god you will know it one day well tml i will posting wat i have done today liingSHENGG @ 1:12 AM Sunday, November 9, 2008 O-town - All Or Nothing lyricsI know when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought with time you'd realized It's over, over It's not the way I choose to live And something, somewheres got to give As sharing this relationship gets older, older You know I'd fight for you But how can I fight someone who isn't even there I've had the rest of you Now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair Cause I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When youve reached the bottom It's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all There are times it seems to me I'm sharing you in memories I feel it in my heart But I don't show it, show it Then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you can see Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it Don't make me promises Baby you never did know how to keep them well I've had the rest of you Now I want the best of you It's time to show and tell Cause I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you've reached the bottom It's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here With nothing... Cause you and I Could lose it all if you've Got no more room No room inside for me in your life Cause I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall It's now or never Is it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you've reached the bottom It's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here With nothing at all All... liingSHENGG @ 3:14 PM Friday, November 7, 2008 Im Thinking Should I? Or Should I Not?What You Told Me It May Be Truth But I Already Use To It Already I Have Nth To Blog About. liingSHENGG @ 11:38 PM Today As Usual Stay-ed at home i just feel tat staying at home is one of my hobby now-.- cause i can daydream 24/7 at home i just love to anyhow think but somehow somtime i too over think till people angry with me. well im just like tat i dunnoe why i can think alot alot of stupit thing. hais and i love to be a home cause i can emo at home which wat i usually do at home mostly i on my tv but i nv watch it but i daydreaming... i now just feel tat now im not the one you love/care But i still love/care for you silently love is just like this but i just felt that i started to hate myself and the world i really hope i was not born into this world seriously You may think i have given up on you and fall in love with other's thats is what you think and i cant say anything but in my heart that say's i love you only but wat i think of is Loving someone does not mean he/she must be your's But loving someone and seeing he/she happy is wat i want. i wont force you to come back to me cause i know you wont but i just hope your life is a happy one. you may think i do not care/love you i cant say anything but i really do. liingSHENGG @ 12:23 AM Tuesday, November 4, 2008 Start To Blog agianhais im very moodyx999999999 right now moody for so many days and week the word you say to me is still on my mind i really cant believe you would say tat to me izzit im really tat ___? you may not believe me. and i already tried v.hard to make you believe me and yet you still dont believe me i already tired to make you believe me already cause no matter wat i do or say its still the same. i know now your feeling towards me has faded and you start to love him more and more but i cant do anything. i wanted to sms you to chat or just talk to you and you say tat to me makes me angry and go moody after all you just dont believe me you say tat i dont believe you you also the same wat if you dont believe me how and i gonna to believe you you may feel angry after you see this post but this is wat i feel you everytime ask me out and i reject all there only one reason is i just dunnoe how to face you. whenever i see you it let me think of the past the reason why i dont wanna go chalet is because we do have promise in the past which now cant come ture you rmb? this are all memories which i nv forget it before because my heart there you and the past we had b4 and i know you now trying to tell yourself not to care about me and i think all my problem you dont even wanna care if you really see this and wanna angry with me i cant say anything but this is all from my heart but the last thing is i still love you. liingSHENGG @ 4:40 PM |
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